i'm a dreamer

so it's been a while since my last post.......and wow have things changed. I was looking back at my posts from the summer of 2o10 and realized I was writing amateur little poems during my "honeymoon" stage with my newfound boyfriend, who i thought i loved. whom i did love. whom i do love. sort of. anyways.......last year in writing 12 i really got to explore my interest for poems and words and i would like to share "i'm a dreamer"

i'm a dreamer,

in more ways than one,

an unwritten song

i'm a dreamer,

but i'm not the only one,

the incessant dreamers and weavers,

we carry the childhood memories of

finders keepers

losers weepers

i'm a dreamer,

you're a dreamer,

we all want to be lead into tunnels with gates of white

embersmoke, incandescent light.

i'm a dreamer,

but i just can't keep going on,

when the sparks that used to shine

are long gone.

an extended honeymoon, a heated kiss, a melting heart,

of first love bliss.

but i told you i was a dreamer,

where sins don't exist,

where happiness lives,

and i'm pretty sure you can taste love,

you can taste it in homebaked cookies,

and on your lovers lips.

i think about you in the summertime

Here’s to starry nights and careless freedom,
to glowing cheeks and laughter that heals you deep inside.

3 DAAAAYS ♥

not at all

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

stay

i love this song

Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side

Oooh oh I miss you
Oooh oh I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay

Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside

I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
Somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say

Oooh oh I miss you
Oooh oh I need you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Always Stay!
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
Cause my heart would stop without you

And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday

Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay

And love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I will stay

six days baby

six days till i see my favorite person in this whole entire world :)

lovinnnn life as an islander.

you took the words right out of my mouth

"Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius
and it's better to be absolutely ridiculous than absolutely boring."