7/31/10
7/29/10
not at all
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme.
I hate it, I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you.
Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.
7/28/10
stay
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
Lost here in this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'd have you by my side
Oooh oh I miss you
Oooh oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Well I try to live without you
The tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
Somehow I feel closer and I can hear you say
Oooh oh I miss you
Oooh oh I need you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
Always Stay!
I never wanna lose you
And if I had to I would choose you
So stay, please always stay
You're the one that I hold onto
Cause my heart would stop without you
And I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed no one can take your place
It gets harder everyday
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I'll always stay
And love you more than I did before
And I'm sorry that it's this way
But I'm coming home I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
I will stay
six days baby
six days till i see my favorite person in this whole entire world :)
lovinnnn life as an islander.
lovinnnn life as an islander.
7/4/10
you took the words right out of my mouth
what trouble i cause

It started with me being too busy
and then that many people made you dizzy
We never had our alone time
my friends liking you was just prime
You grew to hate Glee nights
It's my favorite show alright?
You hate it when i crack my knuckles,
it never makes you chuckle.
I found out about your obsession with White Spot
Do you like me more than a juicy burger? I think not
You bought me a bracelet, which i will never take off,
It sucks how I always have a cough
Unfortunately, this year i got the kissing disease
Everyday you asked, "Can i please?"
I told you no, it is for the better
I had to make it up to you by writing a love letter
We both know i'm seriously gullible, or maybe you're just very believable
i have a plan to get you back, it is quite achievable.
Thanks for always sticking by me,
for my heart is locked, and only you have the key.
and then that many people made you dizzy
We never had our alone time
my friends liking you was just prime
You grew to hate Glee nights
It's my favorite show alright?
You hate it when i crack my knuckles,
it never makes you chuckle.
I found out about your obsession with White Spot
Do you like me more than a juicy burger? I think not
You bought me a bracelet, which i will never take off,
It sucks how I always have a cough
Unfortunately, this year i got the kissing disease
Everyday you asked, "Can i please?"
I told you no, it is for the better
I had to make it up to you by writing a love letter
We both know i'm seriously gullible, or maybe you're just very believable
i have a plan to get you back, it is quite achievable.
Thanks for always sticking by me,
for my heart is locked, and only you have the key.

H I G H S C H O O L
a place crazy & eventful
the people would kill to see you fall.
The very competitive sports
to the creative people in fine art
I look out the window, only to see the Wilbur victim
Mr.Samuel surely tricked them.
Lunch time it is,
maybe it's chicken, or maybe it's ribs?
The grade 9's have too short of skirts
the Ripley's boys love the LG's, but they're just a bunch of flirts.
Lauren and I get up to make tea
I feel a hot spoon on the back of my knee
I should have known it was him, i guess it's a night for glee.
My least favourite teacher glares at me,
I don't care, he's as interesting as a tree.
I could care less about moles & grams
I just like to laugh with my roommate, Melanie Ram.
Free time at 9 is the best
even if i am a complete mess.
Let's text goodnight
and have to wake up as soon as it's light.
Breakfast is bright and early,
I can promise you no girls hair is going to be curly
When we're gone, some of us really do miss it here,
While others can't wait to drink a beer.
Not me, I love school,
My friends are just so cool
See you all next year, our last year,
Surely we will all shed a tear when the end is near.
7/3/10
July 5th- happy 5 months matt!
6 months ago, you were merely a dream,
5 months ago, we decided to become a team
4 months ago, you saw me epically fail at snowboarding
3 months ago, you went on rugby tour, two weeks without you I had to endure.
2 months ago, i was invited to graduation, i must say, that caused a bit of irritation.
1 month ago, we became closer than ever before, we spoiled each other galore.
7 days ago, we were forced to say goodbye
just thinking about it makes me want to cry
& today, you decided to take my heart,
it simply kills me how we are apart
I can tell you anything & everything
I speak my mind, and you keep on listening
You are my best friend and my lover
And who absolutely adores you?
Oh yeah, my mother ;)
close in heart

F R I E N D S
There are all different types
you determine if they're ripe,
Many various colors you could say
take your pick if you may.
Some become like sisters
Others are jealous of your mister,
Some will catch you when you fall
Others will not even care to call.
You share your secrets
you will think you're the weakest,
Distance should not interfere
When you're close in heart, they will seem near.
I will always cherish my best friends
Will we be forever? It all depends,
I love them more than a Swedish berry,
They're like that fruit on top of my sundae, what is that again? Oh right, a cherry.

//what a majestic feeling
it makes you want to jump up & down
sometimes you feel like a clown,
I fell head over heels
and I can't stop the wheels.
My boyfriend sure is one of a kind
psh, they say love is blind,
not me, he's as cute as a bug
and to top it off he loves to hug.
His touch sends fireworks through my body
and he doesn't even have to study.
So a boy met a girl
he is my dream, my world
and the last time I saw him my hair was curled.
His amazing eyes so genuine
I catch my breath every time I look into them,
His skin so tan
he sure is my handsome man.
He says i'm as tall as a giraffe
I try not to laugh,
but he works his magic ways
he gets me to smile all of my days.
He came along
and showed me where I truly belong //
it makes you want to jump up & down
sometimes you feel like a clown,
I fell head over heels
and I can't stop the wheels.
My boyfriend sure is one of a kind
psh, they say love is blind,
not me, he's as cute as a bug
and to top it off he loves to hug.
His touch sends fireworks through my body
and he doesn't even have to study.
So a boy met a girl
he is my dream, my world
and the last time I saw him my hair was curled.
His amazing eyes so genuine
I catch my breath every time I look into them,
His skin so tan
he sure is my handsome man.
He says i'm as tall as a giraffe
I try not to laugh,
but he works his magic ways
he gets me to smile all of my days.
He came along
and showed me where I truly belong //
i'm here without you baby.

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your beautiful face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
The people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me
Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
m.b. & c.g.
Since the last time that I saw your beautiful face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
The miles just keep rollin'
The people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams And tonight it's only you and me
Everything I know and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me
m.b. & c.g.
To the world you are one person, but to one person you are the world.
LOVE. another bunch of quotes for ya. my favorites are bolded :)
"You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me. You're my love and my best friend. And every day that goes by, it seems like I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. You touch my heart in a way i never knew before.
"The one you love should let you have total freedom to be yourself."
"We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."
"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
"Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one."
"You can't blame gravity for falling in love."
"You are one of the best things that's ever happened to me. You're my love and my best friend. And every day that goes by, it seems like I discover something new about you to love. It's incredible to me how one person can make such a big difference in my life. You touch my heart in a way i never knew before.
"The one you love should let you have total freedom to be yourself."
"We were given: Two hands to hold. Two legs to walk. Two eyes to see. Two ears to listen. But why only one heart? Because the other was given to someone else. For us to find."
"Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybody wants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do will cherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never... never forget it."
"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love."
"Two souls with but a single thought, Two hearts that beat as one."
"You can't blame gravity for falling in love."
my obsession
I have come to realize that one of my favorite things in life is finding quotes that are inspiring, those that make me think, and just knowing somebody out there has the same thoughts and feelings as I do in that particular moment in my life. here are some quotes that inspire me, give me hope, or just explain life in a creative way:
"Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race with every beat it is shaking, your whole being, and not only the heavy steps you take."
I have recently learned that this is true. I was very angry for some time because of moving and being forced to go to a different school, it is still to this day, the hardest thing i think i will ever go through. Leaving all of my best friends that meant so much to me, not being able to play volleyball nearly as much as i did, and leaving the school that i had been at for 6 years. Fortunately I enjoyed my first week at my new boarding school, and was taught a lot of things i never knew i was missing. Going to Shawnigan opened so many doors for me, my grades became excellent because i felt the need to do my best, my friends inspired me to be better, and I taught myself how to be independent. that to me, is a beautiful thing.
"Life comes without guarantees. Except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life."
It's true, life really does have no guarantees, no promises, and no certainties. There are (thankfully) some exceptions, some things that are set in stone. Smiling will obviously brighten your face, a real smile is complete joy. Laughing will enhance your eyes, of course, since laughing is just a smile that explodes. And falling in love, especially when it happens for the first time, is curiosity and an adventure, a feeling indescribable and totally miraculous. It changes your life by realizing that you can give your heart to somebody else, trusting that they will take better care of it than you would, you are capable of caring that much for another, and your outlook on life is nothing but positive, you see the world in a different way.
"When you're young, you just believe there will be many people with whom you'll connect with, later in life, you realize it only happens a few times."
What a bittersweet statement. Bitter, because you don't connect with as many as you'd like, you can't share a special bond with the people that you want, and you don't feel completely loved at all times. But also sweet, because once you find those people you feel no need to seek for more, you wonder what those special people possess to be capable of catching your heart, and a few is better than none.
"Beautiful things come out of horrible situations. I know for a fact. Out of anger, you can feel your heart beat race with every beat it is shaking, your whole being, and not only the heavy steps you take."
I have recently learned that this is true. I was very angry for some time because of moving and being forced to go to a different school, it is still to this day, the hardest thing i think i will ever go through. Leaving all of my best friends that meant so much to me, not being able to play volleyball nearly as much as i did, and leaving the school that i had been at for 6 years. Fortunately I enjoyed my first week at my new boarding school, and was taught a lot of things i never knew i was missing. Going to Shawnigan opened so many doors for me, my grades became excellent because i felt the need to do my best, my friends inspired me to be better, and I taught myself how to be independent. that to me, is a beautiful thing.
"Life comes without guarantees. Except that smiling will brighten your face, laughing will enhance your eyes, and falling in love will change your life."
It's true, life really does have no guarantees, no promises, and no certainties. There are (thankfully) some exceptions, some things that are set in stone. Smiling will obviously brighten your face, a real smile is complete joy. Laughing will enhance your eyes, of course, since laughing is just a smile that explodes. And falling in love, especially when it happens for the first time, is curiosity and an adventure, a feeling indescribable and totally miraculous. It changes your life by realizing that you can give your heart to somebody else, trusting that they will take better care of it than you would, you are capable of caring that much for another, and your outlook on life is nothing but positive, you see the world in a different way.
"When you're young, you just believe there will be many people with whom you'll connect with, later in life, you realize it only happens a few times."
What a bittersweet statement. Bitter, because you don't connect with as many as you'd like, you can't share a special bond with the people that you want, and you don't feel completely loved at all times. But also sweet, because once you find those people you feel no need to seek for more, you wonder what those special people possess to be capable of catching your heart, and a few is better than none.
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